Clueless
Show a fake smile. Have a twinkle in my
Eyes.
Berried myself deep inside my very soul.
Let my long hair blow in the wind.
But now it is time to let it all out. It’s time
To show what I have been hiding.
Flowing water seeping from my emotional
Eyes.
Blood pouring out of my soul less heart.
Regret running in my broken down mind.
And yet you are so clueless when I try to tell
You who I really am.
Don’t want to hear it and forbidden to
Even knowledge it.
Saying I am fine. Being hurt is alright.
Just let my heart to heal it’s self.
But now it is time to let it all out. It’s time
To show what I have been hiding.
Flowing water seeping from my emotional
Eyes.
Blood pouring out of my soul less heart.
Regret running in my broken down mind.
And yet you are so clueless when I try to tell
You who I really am.
I cry my self to sleep. I have the feeling I want
To just run away.
I have the urge to scratch myself endlessly.
And thought that I just want to die.
I fell so alone like no one gets me or I don’t think
They even know how I feel.
But now it is time to let it all out. It’s time
To show what I have been hiding.
Flowing water seeping from my emotional
Eyes.
Blood pouring out of my soul less heart.
Regret running in my broken down mind.
And yet you are so clueless when I try to tell
You who I really am.
By:
Margaret Rose McDonald
4-14-11
by
EvalyRoseposted on 04/22/2011