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How it feels.

Everyday I live through this heartache.
Carry it with me, like a very good friend
Everyday I fake a smile for them
yeah I wear it like a sunday dress
I just want to say, I'm not tryin' to impress.
I am just trying to lessen the distress.
Cause there is no choice, I have to deal with this.
Do you know what it's like to have strangers
Telling you to cheer up.
Do you know how it feels like, to have to lie
when someone asks you, how you are
Hiding, hiding
all the time.
The pain inside, you gotta push it' down.
It's anger that keeps me strong you know.
Cuz that gives you a solace when you can't find hope.
It's the thought of her, that keeps me away
Keeps me from saying things that i should not say.
Like how much I really love you.
And how much you tear me up inside.
That my pillow is soaked in tears you know
Nearly every single night.

by golddustgirl
posted on 03/07/2010

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Comments: 10

Comment by kissmeincali: Mar 20, 2010 1:44 pm
great job, makes me remember when i felt like that. Thank you it is beautiful
Comment by icantbewithouther: Mar 11, 2010 8:06 am
i understand exactly how it feels to have to hide how you really feel after something so crushing as heartbreak
Comment by softballBabe10: Mar 9, 2010 3:58 pm
You hit the problem dead in the eye. Dealing with heartbreak. Not breaking down and crying in front of people. I choose to write. I write ALL of my feeling down. In my journal. Then I have a seperate journal for my poetry.!
Comment by sparkelz45: Mar 9, 2010 3:31 pm
I feel the same way. Really good
Comment by tash: Mar 9, 2010 12:55 pm
yeah its a ugly feeling i know all about one great time but yeah its a great poem...good.
Comment by Itami: Mar 8, 2010 10:47 pm
I can relate. Very well written.
Comment by candyk2340: Mar 7, 2010 6:17 pm
i really like this one i fell just like this sometimes.
Comment by izallrite: Mar 7, 2010 2:08 pm
I really like this, it's nice to know I'm not the only one
Comment by Uncertain: Mar 7, 2010 1:36 pm
Reading this you can really feel the emotion. This is really deep, and I think a lot more people feel this way than you realize.
Great write
Comment by Chuck888: Mar 7, 2010 7:37 am
Deep ... Wow i like this ...

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