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Surrounded by people, but always alone

The "potion" numbs the pain, but its just a quick-fix.
I need something permanent, something to soothe this itch
I've had enough sadness, i'm sick of all these tears.
It's really not your fault, I just couldn't overcome my fears.
These walls don't come down, no matter what I do.
I can never open up, this much I know is true.
I'm really f*cked up, and I can't give you a reason.
It's such an atrocity, I've basically committed treason.
But not to you or the ones I love, the crime was committed upon myself.
I betray my heart, my mind, my soul, and it leaves me in bad health.
I assume it's stemming from my past, I thought it made me strong.
But I've only fooled my self because my "strength" does not belong.
I've built these walls, it took me years and it kept away the pain.
But now these walls won't come down, and it's drives me insane.
I plead and fight but all I do is build them much higher.
I can never seem to bring it down, and honestly i'm much too tired.
I really don't know what to do, but i'm glad we had a blast.
And really though you shouldn't feel bad, because this one's on my ass.
So don't be down, and never cry for me. I'm really not worth the pain.
Because like I said I caused it all, and it was because i'm all too vain.

by Questionable
posted on 06/28/2013

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Tags: venting
Comments: 2

Comment by FavoriteTheMute: Aug 8, 2013 8:29 am
Well if the potion is Karbach Rodeo Clown then you shouldn't be so down on yourself. Good work here.
Comment by thestutteringbandit: Jun 27, 2013 9:54 pm
This had a nice flow.

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